With me

My family want me to be.
A son with much success, just one of the best.
My life walked right away from me, and the couldn't see.
That i was loosing my soul, without a spoken word, so quietly.

And every time i try, i try ro find a way to you.
And every time i try, i push you further away, yeah i do.

(Refrain solo)
I am not that good.
I never will, will be that one.
I'm just weird and loud.
I'll never make you proud.
So dont care about me.
I'll live my life with me.

Sometimes they sending messeges to me.
Cause they like to see, that everything's fine with me.
But the cloud is still over my soul.
And i cant tell them, that i'll gonna loose control..

And ever, time i lie
I hate to go back home...

(Refrain solo)
I am not that good.
I never will, will be that one.
I'm just weird and loud.
I'll never make you proud.
So dont care about me.
I'll live my life with me.

I wish before the end.
I could tell the truth.
So i wouln't have to pretend.
And come back home.

(Refrain solo)
I am not that good.
I never will, will be that one.
I'm just weird and loud.
I'll never make you proud.
So dont care about me.
I'll live my life with me.

(Refrain solo)
I am not that good.
I never will, will be that one.
I'm just weird and loud.
I'll never make you proud.
So dont care about me.
I'll live my life with me.

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