I Just Mess It Up

I see your face it’s a neon glow

But the cracks in my heart start to show

Every time I try to hold you close

I trip I slip I let it go

The words I say don’t match my heart

Falling to pieces tearing apart

I just wanna love you, love you

But I mess it up, mess it up

I look at the stars above you

And I mess it up, mess it up

Why can’t I just keep my focus on us

All I wanna do is love you

But I mess it up

Every promise I break it quick

Every moment feels like a trick

Your eyes are fire my soul’s a wick

Burning down fast it makes me sick

I’m running circles chasing truth

But I lose myself and I lose you

I just wanna love you, love you

But I mess it up, mess it up

I look at the stars above you

And I mess it up, mess it up

Why can’t I just keep my focus on us

All I wanna do is love you

But I mess it up