Intro:
Yeah... STSPanda
This for everyone fighting ghosts...
Verse 1:
Dear ghost of who I was, I see you in the dark
Remember popping pills just to feel a spark?
Now I visit mama just to prove I'm still alive
Was digging my own grave but somehow I survived
Lost my girl Sarah when she found me on the floor
Said she loved me but couldn't watch me die no more
I'm writing letters to a ghost that looks like me
Asking "Without the drugs, who we supposed to be?"
Hook:
Letters to my ghost (my ghost)
Tell him what matters most (matters most)
Sorry for the pain I caused
Breaking all the laws that said I'd die
Letters to my ghost (my ghost)
From the future that he chose (he chose)
Put the bottle down, stopped trying to drown
Now I testify
Verse 2:
Seen my father cry once - in the kitchen late at night
His son the addict, man that shit didn't sit right
Stole from my sister's drawer, she was saving for school
Traded her future for my high like a fool
She graduated last week, I was there front row
Whispered "I forgive you" - hardest hit I ever know
My boy Jason didn't make it, OD'd last June
We were supposed to get clean, but he left too soon
Hook:
Letters to my ghost (my ghost)
Tell him what matters most (matters most)
Sorry for the pain I caused
Breaking all the laws that said I'd die
Letters to my ghost (my ghost)
From the future that he chose (he chose)
Put the bottle down, stopped trying to drown
Now I testify
Verse 3:
His mama calls sometimes just to hear my voice
Says it helps to know that someone had a choice
I was valedictorian, had a full ride
Threw it all away for pills and pride
But every ending is a chance to start again
Writing letters to my ghost with this pen
To every kid who thinks that drugs are cool
I'm living proof you can lose it all and still pull through
Outro:
These are letters to my ghost (dear ghost)
The one who mattered most (the most)
I forgive him for the pain he caused
Rewrote all the laws
Thank God I'm still alive
(Still alive... Phoenix season... STSPanda)
STSPanda
