War all around me

I left for war when i was only 24 years old. I still remember the smell of that place. Sand and dust all over my face. This must be a dream. Why did come to this place.

I DONT WANT TO FEEL IT

I CANT BREATH

I CAN’t HEAR

SOMEONE TELL ME WHY NOTHING IS CLEAR.

I CANT LOVE

I CANT REMEMBER FEEL

SOMEONE TELL ME WHY NOTHING IS CLEAR.

Some of my friends will die today

but i have to carry on.

The distruction is very clear I can’t stop hearing the bombs and screams. MY FRIEND IS GONE I HATE THIS PLACE BUT I HAVE TO CARRY ON I WAKE UP IN PBW laughter all around it will be short lived This feels strange some how Nothing will feel the same again after today gunfire erupts all over the place i stop and look around i still remember the expression on his face.

Why am I here.

Why is that not very clear.

I DONT WANT TO FEEL IT

I CANT BREATHe

I CAN’t HEAR

SOMEONE TELL ME WHY NOTHING IS CLEAR.

I CANT LOVE

I CANT REMEMBER HOW TO FEEL

SOMEONE TELL ME WHY NOTHING IS CLEAR.

Tomorrow we must go into battle The air is full of hateI wish this was a dream AS Time slows down, as i look around and see nothing but blood and death all around me

My head is full of bad memories and hate It is the only way i remember the faces from those dates I can’t control it What is going on me with I can feel the rage building inside of me.

I DONT WANT TO FEEL IT

I CANT BREATHe

I CAN’t HEAR

SOMEONE TELL ME WHY NOTHING IS CLEAR.

I CANT LOVE

I CANT REMEMBER HIW TO FEEL

SOMEONE TELL ME WHY NOTHING IS CLEAR.

When i come home from war i can’t adapt I feel something growing inside me.

I dont want to be here I want to go back to that place It SOME HOW felt more real than this life at hERE Why do I feel so empty and all alone.

I cant focus.

I can’t breath.

I can feel the pressure in my brain

I DONT WANT TO FEEL IT

I CANT BREATH

I CAN’t HEAR

SOMEONE TELL ME WHY NOTHING IS CLEAR.

I CANT LOVE

I CANT REMEMBER HOW TO FEEL

SOMEONE TELL ME WHY NOTHING IS CLEAR.