Ashes in My Vein

Intro

Smoke in my lungs

Fire in my fucking blood

Verse 1

Light another one, swear it’s the last

Same bullshit lie from my past

Hands shake bad when I try to relax

Heart beat loud, feel it crack

Every high come back with teeth

Every night got a price, no sleep

I don’t chase drugs, they fucking chase me

Ash in my veins, nothing can save me

Chorus

Ashes in my veins, fire in my chest

Burning myself just to feel some shit left

Say I’m okay, but I’m lying at best

Smiling through smoke, choking on regret

Ashes in my veins, flame in my head

If I quit now, I don’t know who’s left

Love feel fake, hope feel dead

Ashes in my veins

Verse 2

Mirror cracked, don’t know my face

Lost myself in the escape

Swore I’d quit by twenty-five

Now I’m just fucking trying to survive

Friends fade out, dealers stay

Promises rot, thrown away

Every hit take a bigger toll

Still digging deeper in a bottomless hole

Pre-Chorus

If I stop, I might feel the pain

So I light that shit and stay the same

Chorus

Ashes in my veins, lungs full of death

Hope in a bag, peace in a breath

If this shit kills me, I accept

Been self-destructing with no regret

Ashes in my veins, fire spread

Burning everything I said

If I disappear, don’t guess

I was fucked from the start