Two paths

I'm drowning in my own despair
Feeling lost, beyond repair
I wish I could escape this pain
But it's forever in my brain
Chorus:
Love has become a toxic game
Where I'm the pawn, always in shame
Every time I try to break free
I fall back in this misery
Verse 2:
My heart is heavy, my mind so dark
I'm fighting demons that leave their mark
Depression's always by my side
It's a battle I cannot hide
Chorus:
Love has become a toxic game
Where I'm the pawn, always in shame
Every time I try to break free
I fall back in this misery
Bridge:
I'm screaming for help, but no one's near
I'm stuck in this cycle of fear
I pray for a light to guide me through
But all I see is a shade of blue
Chorus:
Love has become a toxic game
Where I'm the pawn, always in shame
Every time I try to break free
I fall back in this misery
Outro 
Want to break free but it's so hard to break when your souls intact even though your family relying  on you I'll keep fighting I'll keep surviving I'll keep struggling I won't break free but I will be strong and hold on to the pain and live in agony

Emotional sad male voice, rap R&B