Two paths

I'm drowning in my own despair

Feeling lost, beyond repair

I wish I could escape this pain

But it's forever in my brain

Chorus:

Love has become a toxic game

Where I'm the pawn, always in shame

Every time I try to break free

I fall back in this misery

Verse 2:

My heart is heavy, my mind so dark

I'm fighting demons that leave their mark

Depression's always by my side

It's a battle I cannot hide

Chorus:

Love has become a toxic game

Where I'm the pawn, always in shame

Every time I try to break free

I fall back in this misery

Bridge:

I'm screaming for help, but no one's near

I'm stuck in this cycle of fear

I pray for a light to guide me through

But all I see is a shade of blue

Chorus:

Love has become a toxic game

Where I'm the pawn, always in shame

Every time I try to break free

I fall back in this misery

Outro 

Want to break free but it's so hard to break when your souls intact even though your family relying  on you I'll keep fighting I'll keep surviving I'll keep struggling I won't break free but I will be strong and hold on to the pain and live in agony