Wretched

I stray

I walk away

I’m selfish

relish in my sin

I forget about your light

In darkness I delight

Only accepted by the rejected

My heart goes out to y’all

Church don’t love me they begrudge me

It’s like glass replaced the walls

Its unspoken but we all broken

Treating me like an infection

And all Gods people said:

Judgement

Where’s the compassion?

always judged for my decisions

Congregation speaks contradicting vision

Don’t wanna hear their opinions

But I thought God told me to listen

Preaching to the choir

Judge mental hell fire

Misdirected interpretattions

I can see it in your smile

I stray

I walk away

I’m selfish

relish in my sin

I forget about your light

In darkness I delight

God can’t I keep just one shortcoming

Why do you want all of me

Who am I next to your glory

I don’t wanna give myself completely ( or don’t wanna give you victory)

Oh retched man that I am

How can I sin with your spirit in me?

Draw my eyes to you Lord

Change me internally