Mind games

When you're not here

I lose my keys

Lose my place

Lose the day

Half-washed cup in the sink

Scroll your name till my thumb aches

Friends say I'm fine

Say I'm doing alright

But every laugh feels

Like I'm telling a lie

When you're not here it feels like I'm falling apart

Crashing through air

Reaching out in the dark

We all know it's all in my head

I could never be with you

So I hold you instead

In my head

In my head

Saw your face

On a stranger in line

Had to look away

Practice jokes

For a chance I am never gonna take

I replay scenes

That never came true

Editing memories

Of me next to you

Maybe in another town

Another lifetime