You tell yourself that you don’t care
About the way she’s cavalier
The way she turns on all her charms
Dancing in another’s arms
Just because you’re never there.
You say it’s just the way it goes
Nights get long and hearts grow cold
You shrug it off like it’s no crime
Tell yourself you’re doing fine
But the truth always follows her home
You could take what’s offered easy
Let the lonely have their way
There’s no shortage of distractions
When you’re alone most every day
But you don’t want the others
You just wanted her to stay.
You could prove you’re not alone
Fill the space with someone new
You could swear it doesn't matter
And you’d know it wasn’t true
But you don’t want the others
You just wanted her to want you.
And you close your eyes and see her there
In his arms—it isn't fair
But she wanted more from this life
Than the lonesome title of a wife
So you lie to yourself again and say
You don’t care