Why do I feel like I’m lost? Why does it feel so dark? How do I go back to all started i’m lost in cold. Can’t find no direction. Why do I feel this cold? I’m lost and I cannot be found. I don’t even know if I wanna be found this world can be so cruel but yet down here I’m perfectly fine. Do I prefer to be down here in depression alone in my dark world or do I wanna be out there going through hell and daily grind my soul doesn’t belong here but I don’t care. I seem happier here in my depression my darkness and despair. Is there anybody out there who loves me or wants me? I don’t know I’ve lost everyone I’ve ever known or loved. How do I keep moving on in this darkness and the spares world that I’m in? I hate the life that I’m living. I wanna change it so bad but down here in the dark cold depressed the world that I’m in I seem to be much more happier with the way I’m going the way. Life is treating me at this point. I’ve grown on a cot to it. It doesn’t hurt me as much. They can’t hurt me cause I’m so numb people try to love me try to change me try to make me something to them, but I am so numb that I can’t feel shit. This world can change me all at once but I will not bend or break. I’m happy where I’m at even if it’s a cold and dark depressed place. My life is what it is. I don’t wanna change because of world. We try to change me again and I don’t wanna feel anything again. I don’t wanna feel what I felt before. This world is cold and cruel and relentless people don’t give a damn about anyone but their selves there’s nothing good left in this world. It’s all in vain and I am happy where I am at lifeless hopeless sad, depressed, mad, and disappointed. I’m happy where I’m at, and I will not change for nothing change will happen when I decide not when the world or you decide for me I may seem happy on the outside, but on the inside is my true side, my true self sad, tormented, angry, and disappointed in the world my darkness and depression is all I know and all I care so don’t waste your time on me cause I’ll blow you off cause I don’t care I care about myself and keeping myself safe and protected and nobody else it’s just who I am and how I am if that hurt your feelings or hurt you I don’t care peace out to this fake ass world Why do I feel like I’m lost? Why does it feel so dark? How do I go back to all started i’m lost in cold. Can’t find no direction. Why do I feel this cold? I’m lost and I cannot be found. I don’t even know if I wanna be found this world can be so cruel but yet down here I’m perfectly fine. Do I prefer to be down here in depression alone in my dark world or do I wanna be out there going through hell and daily grind my soul doesn’t belong here but I don’t care. I seem happier here in my depression my darkness and despair. Is there anybody out there who loves me or wants me? I don’t know I’ve lost everyone I’ve ever known or loved. How do I keep moving on in this darkness and the spares world that I’m in? I hate life oooh yeah
