All of the nights I spent talking with you Wasted and waiting to know what to do
Don't know if what I said was true Or if I lied cuz I wanted something new
Loving another never was my plan
But feeling un-loved hurt me again
I might have u, but I'm alone Hating myself for the bad I've done
A few lovers we'd had em before
Throwing away all the love we'd share
Just to turn around and say they couldn't bear
Being alone, it wasn't fair
Lost in love and running away From all my troubles to a place A place where I can be myself
I'm tired and broken down
I don't wanna be afraid
I'm of scared of seein' another day I understand why you turned away
But I fucking hate those days