[Intro]
I’m still breathing, still standing strong.
When noise gets loud, I retreat where I belong.
Listen close before you speak my name.
[Verse 1]
I’ve been quiet a few days, needed time to disappear,
Stepping out of crossfire, away from shadows and fear.
You don’t know the fire burning deep beneath my skin,
Complex Regional Pain Syndrome tearing me up within.
Heart drops to flatline, third-degree block in my chest,
Even with a pacemaker, I need time to rest.
Malignant syncope pulls me down into the deep,
Sometimes the only refuge is to close my eyes and sleep.
I escape the physical weight I carry every single day,
Taking my mind to a private space where agony fades away.
[Pre-Chorus]
You judged my quiet as defeat, assumed that I was done,
Spreading fake narratives under the open sun.
If you believe the venom coming out of malicious lips,
You share the same darkness as the shadow when it slips.
[Chorus]
I am okay, protected in the grace of the Most High,
Far above every rumor, every manufactured lie.
When the world gets heavy, I withdraw to heal my mind,
Leaving petty malice and your cruelty far behind.
For those who stayed loyal, may blessings overflow,
And for those who cast poison, you reap what you sowed.
[Verse 2]
It’s been peaceful this week with silence in the room,
While you construct stories and orchestrate your doom.
Creating fake lives for a person you don’t even know,
Sick in the head with nowhere else for hatred to go.
In the name of Allah, most gracious, most merciful, I pray,
I seek refuge with the Lord of the Dawn to guide my way.
From the mischief of created things, from darkness overspread,
From those who practice secret arts, and evil words they’ve said.
And from the mischief of the envious one as he practices envy, Ameen,
Surah 113 protects my heart, standing pure and clean.
[Pre-Chorus]
You judged my quiet as defeat, assumed that I was done,
Spreading fake narratives under the open sun.
If you believe the venom coming out of malicious lips,
You share the same darkness as the shadow when it slips.
[Chorus]
I am okay, protected in the grace of the Most High,
Far above every rumor, every manufactured lie.
When the world gets heavy, I withdraw to heal my mind,
Leaving petty malice and your cruelty far behind.
For those who stayed loyal, may blessings overflow,
And for those who cast poison, you reap what you sowed.
[Bridge]
How dare you write a script for a journey not your own?
How dare you throw stones at a fight you’ve never known?
God is above all evil, above every spell you cast,
The truth shines bright while your hollow whispers pass.
Wrath falls back on those who spread deceit and spite,
While Allah grants peace to hearts that walk in light.
Kindness matters, empathy wins, judgment holds no weight,
I leave your toxic energy outside of my gate.
[Outro]
I am okay.
Sheltered, protected, and restored.
No evil reaches here.
Peace be upon those who stand in truth.
The evil is cast to the flame
