Finally walking away 2

Verse 1]

Twenty years in these same rooms

Same old fights, same old wounds

Four kids raised inside these walls

While me and you just watched it fall

You got this house in your name

For everything wrong i take the blame

Every tear and every line

Got left in here with yours and mine

I've had one foot out that door

I ve had nowhere to go before

I am not here cause I love you still

Everything keeps going downhill

I dream of packing up and walking away

There is nothing mine left for me to stay

If this house was mine, you'd be gone

I would've left you so long ago

But im still here cause I'm stuck inside

Not cause there's love left here to hide

I remember who I was

Before I learned to live like this

I had a spark, i had a voice

I wouldn't stay without a choice

But now I bend so we don't break

Smile through every small heartache

But deep inside I know the truth

I should've walked away from you

Every night I lay awake

Dreaming 'bout what road I'd take

I ain't here cause I love you now

I'm here cause I don't know how

To pack it up and walk away

With nothing mine to let me stay

If this house was mine, you'd be gone

I would've left you long ago

I'm only here cause I'm stuck inside

Not cause there's love left here to hide

Every time we would fight, you raise your voice

Say "this is My house" like I got a choice

Laughing at me and tell me go

Knowing damn well I got nowhere to go

You say get out like I got somewhere to be

But you had chains that were holding me

Finally I am not scared to leave

And you'll be talking to empty rooms instead of me

I ain't here cause I love you now

But I'm learning how, I'm learning how

To pack it up and walk away

And finally find my own place to stay

When I get a home I can call mine

I'll leave this house and this life behind

And you'll be standing where I used to cry

Watching me finally say goodbye