[Verse]
I stare at the mirror like it’s a friend
But it shows me battles I never meant to send
Counting crumbs like they’re gold in my hand
This isn’t freedom but no one understands
[Chorus]
The weight of my heart isn’t what’s on me
It’s the hunger for love in the cracks unseen
I chase a number like it’ll set me free
But it’s breaking my body it’s breaking me
[Verse 2]
The pills and the teas they promise the stars
I follow their whispers but crash into scars
Every bite is a fight every step’s a strain
Looking for beauty just finding pain
[Bridge]
And my heart beats slower than my will’s decay
I’m shrinking for a world that looked away
Behind every laugh there’s a quiet scream
I’m fading chasing someone else’s dream
[Chorus]
The weight of my heart isn’t what’s on me
It’s the hunger for love in the cracks unseen
I chase a number like it’ll set me free
But it’s breaking my body it’s breaking me
[Verse 3]
I whisper to myself through the night
"Maybe one day you’ll treat yourself right"
But the voice inside is so loud so mean
Making monsters out of what should’ve been