Should of , Could of , would of

Should of , could of , would of but it might of never been . Not untill the very end you realize you don't win

Should of , could of , would of but it might of never been, I see how it is my somewhat best friend

I woke up early morning dreaming of your pretty face

Now I'm Sitting here all alone dark place empty space

Everyday I wake up same routine

I call you first thing

I need to hear your voice

But then you start to scream

You are always so rude when you treat me like a tool or play me for some fool

You know that ain't cool

I don't do that shit too you

Ohhh yeahhh you do boo . It's TRUE

And People be butting in from the beginning , it was you I was defending

you got me all crazy mixed up with your jealousy

The constant argument, creating a scene

So maybe one day I'll let you go

but deep down inside

you know I won't

Im feeling mighty hurt by these words that you learned worse than a sunburn and when is it your turn ?

That's none of your concern

Should of , could of , would of but it might of never been . Not untill the very end you realize you don't win

Should of , could of , would of but it might of never been, I see how it is my somewhat best friend

Mid spring evening

It tiss the season

We fighting....

Without any reson

You got my heart jammed up

Internally bleeding

with this drama

Its the only thing that youll be needing

Add the constant threat

Of you deceiving

or leaving

So what did i do ?

Was it me , or was it you

What ever we decide is totally cool

So forget about it

My head is smokey clouded

over crowded

From screaming and shouting

Do you even understand

i highly doubt it

Then guess what ?

All

Hell breaks loose

We need separate rooms

but cant

Trash can

back hand

Like poisonous food

Totally Eww

Yes ..... I finally got the clue

When I sneeze she don't even bless me Ahhh cheeww

Its More like ... F - You

Should of , could of , would of but it might of never been . Not untill the very end you realize you don't win

Should of , could of , would of but it might of never been, I see how it is my somewhat best friend

Late summer days

our relationship change

I stay the same

She cant relate but retaliates

I keep asking myself

was this a big mistake

The need to masturbate when the

the sex not great

Beginning to act so fake

so i misbehaved

isolate myself for days

in my man cave

Watery grave

Feelings delayed

Im dying inside

Which is not okay

She pulls me aside and says

Begging to stay

"can we talk about it ...

Im so sorry babe ."

Ten minutes

Okayyy

No .... go away

It is what it is

and it was what it was

in the end all over argument is over drugs

Maybe im wrong

No more

Mean mugs ,side hugs , bed bugs , hoes and plugs

I knew it

You kill my buzz

Should of , could of , would of but it might of never been . Not untill the very end you realize you don't win

Should of , could of , would of but it might of never been, I see how it is my somewhat best friend