Why is this so hard?!

Ahhhhhhhh
Ahhhhhhhh
I've never felt this feeling before
when you lose someone who was close to you
you feel empty like there's nothing you could do
but I have faith so I'm finding my way
back to youuuuuu
back to youuuu
back to you
Why is this so hard!!!
I wish you were here
but it's obvious you're not
oh you are missed
Oh no!!!
this is breaking my heart
tearing me apart
leaving me scars!!!
ohh you are missed
you are missed
carrying this guilt day after day
I wasn't the granddaughter she deserved
too many times I got angry with her
but now I would go back in the past
to see her again
Why is this so hard!!!
I wish you were here
but it's obvious you're not
oh you are missed
Oh no!!!
this is breaking my heart
tearing me apart
leaving me scars!!!
ohh you are missed
you are missed
I'm sorrrryy
I'm sorrrryy
ohhhhhhh
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Why is this so hard!!!
I wish you were here
but it's obvious you're not
oh you are missed
Oh no!!!
this is breaking my heart
tearing me apart
leaving me scars!!!
ohh you are missed
you are missed

Pop Melancholic,Chill