Hide The Hurt

Shut the door

Pull the blinds ’til it’s night in here

Every thought

Like a fist that I learned to fear

Got my smile

Like a mask I can’t peel away

Every “fine”

Is a lie that I choke to say

I just wanna hide the hurt

Stuff it down deep where it can’t find words

Too scared to say I’m cursed

So I laugh like it don’t burn

All this hate in my own damn head

Feels safer than what you said

I just wanna hide the hurt

Hide the hurt, hide the hurt (yeah)

Every mirror

Shows a face that I talk against

Every rumor

I believe it and call it sense

Swipe my scars

Into filters and neon skin

But the bruise

Still blooms when the lights come in

I just wanna hide the hurt

Stuff it down deep where it can’t find words

Too scared to say I’m cursed

So I laugh like it don’t burn

All this hate in my own damn head

Feels safer than what you said

I just wanna hide the hurt

Hide the hurt, hide the hurt (hey)

If I let it out

Would you walk away slow, say I’m “too much” now?

If I break this shell

Could I love myself or just build new hell? (yeah)

I just wanna hide the hurt

Stuff it down deep where it can’t find words

Too scared to say I’m cursed

So I laugh like it don’t burn

All this hate in my own damn head

Feels safer than what you said

I just wanna hide the hurt

Hide the hurt, hide the hurt (oh)

Hide the hurt, hide the hurt