Lost in Perfection’s Gravity

[Intro – low sub-bass pulse, distant heartbeat rhythm, warped air pressure]
I thought if I held it steady it would hold me back
but something underneath is already pulling

[Verse 1 – fast rap flow, tight rhythm, heartbeat kick underneath]
keep it aligned keep it from slipping out of place
every thought needs reason before I let it exist in space

don’t let it break don’t let it show don’t let it leak
every word measured so no one hears me weak

I’m correcting the shape of my thinking again
before it turns into something I can’t defend

if it isn’t exact it isn’t allowed in my mind
if it isn’t controlled it leaves me behind

hold it together hold it together don’t let it fall
don’t let it scatter don’t let it become it all

I build every second like it must stay perfect
but the weight of it is starting to surface

[Pre-Chorus 1 – kick stutters, rising pressure, vocal layering begins]
hold it— slipping under my skin
hold it hold it— something’s within

don’t let it— don’t let it—
change shape again

why is it moving when I’m not moving

tighten it tighter still not enough
it keeps breathing where I thought I shut it off

something’s not listening anymore

[Chorus – wider space, heavy sub drop, melodic vocal slightly distorted]
I thought if I stayed strong enough
nothing would break inside me

but I’m lost in perfection’s gravity
pulling me under quietly

I’m not falling down
I’m being pulled

heartbeat under everything I do
and I can feel it now

[Verse 2 – fractured rap, glitch cuts, unstable timing]
try to fix it but it shifts when I look at it twice
edges blur like they were never precise

keep correcting keep correcting I can’t stop the loop
but nothing holds the shape I push through

it’s not staying it’s not staying it slips mid-thought
I lose myself in everything I thought I caught

every fix becomes another fracture to hold
stacking higher than I was told

move forward but forward forgets my name
like the ground doesn’t recognize my weight

I’m tightening but it only gets louder inside my chest
like something beating I can’t arrest

something in me won’t follow anymore

[Pre-Chorus 2 – stripped down, near silence, breath gaps, glitch repeats]
hold—
I can’t—

it’s not—

it’s not staying in place

why is it still moving like it has a pulse

I tried—

don’t—

don’t—

[Bridge – minimal sound, near silence, low sub rumble only]
I stop holding the shape of myself
because holding is what keeps breaking me down

nothing left to fix
just gravity
just soundless weight

[Outro – whisper vocal, fading heartbeat, sub-bass dissolving]
if I stay still long enough maybe I don’t resist it
maybe I don’t have to hold anything anymore

maybe I already fell
and just kept moving

Industrial Hip Hop, Dark Trap, Glitch Ambient, heavy low-end pressure, distorted bass, female rap into whispered vocals