Spilling over

[verse] 
So far things have been great 
Yeah I swear that I’ve been good 
Grateful I lived the date 
My thoughts corrected and trued 

[verse] 
But I’m not gonna lie 
I feel it creeping back in 
Like its a hidden spy 
Waiting for me to give in 

[pre chorus] 
I try to remember my best days 
But just like the sunset rays 
There is cold gaps in between the light 
That brings back thoughts of suicide 

[chorus] 
I moved on, yeah, I let go 
Never said what I don’t want anyone to know 
Now the top is spilling over 
Spilling into this brand new life that I’m living 
I moved on, yeah, I let go 
But still my depression clings on, it won’t let go 
It just hangs on my shoulders 
Reminds me that I’m still only getting older 

[bridge] 
I wish I could just feel happier 
For more then just a single moment 
I wish I could just feel happier 
I’m trapped in a spell thats too potent 
(I’m still only getting older)

[verse] 
So far things have been great 
Yeah I swear that I’ve been good 
Grateful I lived the date 
My thoughts corrected and trued 

[Verse] 
Got me feeling uneasy 
If it were to get breezy 
My structure will crumble 
Life’s constantly a struggle

[pre chorus] 
I try to remember my best days 
But just like the sunset rays 
There is cold gaps in between the light 
That brings back thoughts of suicide

[chorus] 
I moved on, yeah, I let go 
Never said what I don’t want anyone to know 
Now the top is spilling over 
Spilling into this brand new life that I’m living 
I moved on, yeah, I let go 
But still my depression clings on, it won’t let go 
It just hangs on my shoulders 
Reminds me that I’m still only getting older 

[bridge] 
I wish I could just feel happier 
For more then just a single moment 
I wish I could just feel happier 
I’m trapped in a spell thats too potent 
(I’m still only getting older)

[verse] 
So far things have been great 
Yeah I swear that I’ve been good 
Grateful I lived the date 
My thoughts corrected and trued 

[chorus] 
I moved on, yeah, I let go 
Never said what I don’t want anyone to know 
Now the top is spilling over 
Spilling into this brand new life that I’m living 
I moved on, yeah, I let go 
But still my depression clings on, it won’t let go 
It just hangs on my shoulders 
Reminds me that I’m still only getting older 

[outro] 
I moved on, yeah, I let go 
(But it still) 
I moved on, yeah, I let go
(Clings to me)
It just spills, yeah, it spills
(It just spills)
Into my new life 
(Into my new life) 

[outro]
[ending]

Modern pop-rock, synth rock