I Only Wanted That

You don't listen to me when I talk to you, I can see it. Maybe you don't care or maybe you didn't hear me. Thousands of words wasted just on you, but you throw them in the air. Just a waste of time, I only realized it now. You promised me a deep love, without possession and jealousy. You told me 'I love you' but you don't remember it. I only wanted that but in the end I got everything except... I only wanted that but in the end I was deluded as always. I only wanted that but in the end I fought against... you. Show me the signs of your nonsense which seems exaggerated to me for a while now. And look at me, beyond this infinite silence. You always seem like a stormy day, or at least, you bring it to me: The freezing air that pierces my heart like a blade. You told me 'I love you', but you don't remember it. I only wanted that but in the end I got everything except... I only wanted that but in the end I was deluded as always. I only wanted that but in the end I fought against... you. The love that... promised me to: Hug me, kiss me... console me. What a fool, I have no more words to tell you what you deserve. Like when you told me... You told me 'I love you' but I don't know you. I only wanted that but in the end I got everything but. I only wanted that but in the end I was deluded as always. I only wanted that but in the end I fought against... you.