[Verse 1]
Clara sips her coffee black
Like royalty with caviar and kerosene
We’ll spend the holidays in ruins
Singing hymns beneath a chandelier that screams
I’ve never tried this
Baby, go easy
It’s my first time
I’m losing my mind
The world’s exhausting
But you’re a signal breaking through the static
God, let’s be reckless
[Chorus]
I wanna find you in the kitchen
Lift up your thrift-store gown like someone died in
So bourgeois just to keep waiting
Dating in circles feels painfully civilian
I never thought that
Never crossed my mind
In all my years
You are my first time
The crowd’s unending
But you’re the rarest constellation
Take my last name
[Verse 2]
First night, you let me stay beside you, breaking all your rules
You slipped away at dawn to plagiarize your way through art school
You left a note in crooked pen: “Stay as long as you choose”
I never left your sheets again — p.s. your loving fool
[Bridge]
I haven’t hated all the same things
With anyone else
Since I remember
What’s the point of running?
What’s the point of time?
How about forever?
[Chorus – Repeat, Expansive]
I wanna find you in the kitchen
Lift up your thrift-store gown like someone died in
So bourgeois just to keep waiting
Dating in circles feels painfully civilian
I never thought that
Never crossed my mind
In all my years
You are my first time
The crowd’s unending
But you’re the rarest constellation
Take my last name
[Final Chorus – Bigger, Anthemic]
I wanna find you in the kitchen
Lift up your thrift-store gown like someone died in
Bend you over the counter, the chandelier still shaking
The way you move makes the ruin feel brilliant
I never thought that
Never crossed my mind
In all my years
You are my first time
The crowd’s unending
But you’re the rarest constellation
Take my last name
[Outro – Fading]
Forever, forever
What are you doing with your whole life?
Forever, forever
What are we doing with our whole life?
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