I need to get some things off my chest.
Lately I’ve been feeling stuck but somehow supposed to feel blessed.
Emotional attacks on my heart making me feel less.
But I guess that’s how it’s gotta beeee.
Ya ya ya that’s just how it’s gotta beee.
No one to come home to got my sorrows drowning me.
Laying in bed scrolling social is now the life for me.
Gotta get out but my friends got their own families and needs.
So I stay stuck not trying to be a bother staying lonely.
Keep telling myself life will get better.
Looking at my daughter is what makes me stronger.
Making sure my seed grows and blossoms no matter my weather.
Making sure my storms don’t drowned her and she only sees the better.
Burying this pain deep inside of meee.
Ya ya ya bury this pain deep inside of me.
Cause
Lately I’ve been feeling stuck but somehow supposed to feel blessed.
Emotional attacks on my heart making me feel less.
But I guess that’s how it’s gotta beeee.
Ya ya ya that’s just how it’s gotta beee.
That’s just how it’s gotta beee.
Put all my time into work trying to control my mind.
Trying to cover all these negative thoughts like closing the blinds.
What it was and what it could be has me stuck in time.
Trying to let go and stay positive but it’s just hard sometimes.
Reaching out for help has never been an option of mine.
So I keep it to myself and try to stay on my grind.
Keep looking up to the sky for peace of mind.
Ya ya ya gotta find my peace of mind.
Gotta find my peace of mind
And
God I thank you everyday for bringing me back
But lately everyday has been feeling like an attack.
I know you put your strongest through the hardest of struggles and you would never put the weight I couldn’t hold on my back
But
Lately I’ve been feeling stuck but somehow supposed to feel blessed.
Emotional attacks on my heart making me feel less.
I guess that’s how it’s gotta beeee
Ya ya ya that’s just how it’s gotta beee
