[Verse 1]
Coffee gone cold on the counter
Phone on the table, I scroll, I scroll
You laugh from the other room, hollow
Like a clip from a show I don't know
You kiss me, your mind feels distant
Your eyes skim past my face
We talk about bills, about dinner
Never about the ache
[Chorus]
I’m staring inside your eyes
Trying to find the man I knew
Did I lose you, or did I lose me?
Somewhere between “I” and “I do”
I’m praying for a soul connection
Something deeper than this house and name
I just don’t know if I’m happy
Or scared of walking away
[Verse 2]
I miss how you asked me questions
Like every answer lit a light
Now it’s just nods and silence
Two strangers brushing teeth at night
I hold my breath when I hold you
Afraid of what I’ll feel
Is this comfort, is this prison
Is this fading, is this real?
[Chorus]
I’m staring inside your eyes
Trying to find the man I knew
Did I lose you, or did I lose me?
Somewhere between “I” and “I do”
I’m praying for a soul connection
Something deeper than this house and name
I just don’t know if I’m happy
Or scared of walking away
[Bridge]
[Beat drops to soft pads, stacked vocal harmonies rise]
Hands on the sink, I whisper, “God
If there’s still love here, let it breathe”
If he’s still the one I ran to
Let that fire fall on me
If the truth is lonely freedom
Then give me strength to turn the key
I just want a soul that meets me
All of me, all of me (oh-oh)
[Chorus]
I’m staring inside your eyes
Trying to find the man I knew
Did I lose you, or did I lose me?
Somewhere between “I” and “I do”
I’m praying for a soul connection
Something deeper than this house and name
I just don’t know if I’m happy
Or scared of walking away