Lyrics
[Verse 1]
Coffee gone cold on the counter
Phone on the table, I scroll, I scroll
You laugh from the other room, hollow
Like a clip from a show I don't know
You kiss me, your mind feels distant
Your eyes skim past my face
We talk about bills, about dinner
Never about the ache
[Chorus]
I’m staring inside your eyes
Trying to find the man I knew
Did I lose you, or did I lose me?
Somewhere between “I” and “I do”
I’m praying for a soul connection
Something deeper than this house and name
I just don’t know if I’m happy
Or scared of walking away
[Verse 2]
I miss how you asked me questions
Like every answer lit a light
Now it’s just nods and silence
Two strangers brushing teeth at night
I hold my breath when I hold you
Afraid of what I’ll feel
Is this comfort, is this prison
Is this fading, is this real?
[Chorus]
I’m staring inside your eyes
Trying to find the man I knew
Did I lose you, or did I lose me?
Somewhere between “I” and “I do”
I’m praying for a soul connection
Something deeper than this house and name
I just don’t know if I’m happy
Or scared of walking away
[Bridge]
[Beat drops to soft pads, stacked vocal harmonies rise]
Hands on the sink, I whisper, “God
If there’s still love here, let it breathe”
If he’s still the one I ran to
Let that fire fall on me
If the truth is lonely freedom
Then give me strength to turn the key
I just want a soul that meets me
All of me, all of me (oh-oh)
[Chorus]
I’m staring inside your eyes
Trying to find the man I knew
Did I lose you, or did I lose me?
Somewhere between “I” and “I do”
I’m praying for a soul connection
Something deeper than this house and name
I just don’t know if I’m happy
Or scared of walking away
Style
raphybrid rap-pop ballad with female vocals over airy synth padspulsing sidechain bassand sparse trap drums; verses in half-sung rap with intimate close-mic tonechorus lifts into gospel-tinged harmonies and warm organ swellsambient textures shimmering around a wideanthemic hook that blooms then drops back to a hushed final refraingospelpophappyambientsoulelectro
Prompt
A song about a woman who just doesnt know if she's happy anymore. Doesnt know if the man she fell in love with is still there inside. Yearning for soul connection, rap, pop, electro, ambient, gospel
Credits
Prompt by
farrahkennedy
farrahkennedyGeneratedFeb 7, 2026
ModelAria v5
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