HOOK
I been drownin’ in my thoughts, they don’t ever let me breathe
Shorty say she wanna save me, but she love when I bleed
Heart froze, mind gone, I got demons I feed
If I fall into the dark, she the first one I need
VERSE 1
Look, pain in my chest, I don’t talk ’bout it
Move silent, but the pressure make me walk ’round it
Shorty toxic, I’m toxic too, we both wildin’
Say she done, but she spin back quick, no stoppin’
I been battlin’ shadows, they stay lurkin in my head
Anxiety hittin’ like ah infrared
I don’t trust nobody, that’s word to the dead
If you cross me once, then the love turn red
Cold flow with the heartbreak, that’s a deadly mix
Heart broke, but I patch it with the ugliest fix
She say I’m numb, but she love how I move with the risk
She love how I’m quiet, how I never flinch
HOOK
I been drownin’ in my thoughts, they don’t ever let me breathe
Shorty say she wanna save me, but she love when I bleed
Heart froze, mind gone, I got demons I feed
If I fall into the dark, she the first one I need
VERSE 2
I push her away, then I pull her back in
She addicted to the chaos, I’m addicted to the sin
Every night another battle that I never gon’ win
But she ride for the pain like it’s built in her skin
Cold in the cadence, but the heartbreak deep
I been losin’ myself, barely gettin’ any sleep
She say I’m the problem — yeah, that cut real deep
But she toxic as me, so the cycle repeat
I been drownin’ in the dark, but I always smile like I’m fine
I been runnin’ from the truth, but it’s always right behind
She say “baby, don’t fall,” but she love when I decline
She love when I break, when I lose my mind
Outro
If I crash, let me crash, don’t pull on my soul
If I break, let me break, I been losin’ control
She say love heal pain, but it swallow me whole
And the darkness feel like home, that’s the part she stole
HOOK
I been drownin’ in my thoughts, they don’t ever let me breathe
Shorty say she wanna save me, but she love when I bleed
Heart froze, mind gone, I got demons I feed
If I fall into the dark, she the first one I need
The first one you need always gonna let you bleed bleed bleed but her I still need need need
