Love Hurts

i was in the woods of love

I was lost on the inside

i never would find my way

I always thought that I was forever searching for something more than just a dream

fate showed a path

But you just walked away

It's all in my head now

No matter what they say

the special man who was part of my plan

will never ever be with me

have i ever told you about my love, don’t ever be so bold

as to love a man who never can because his heart is cold

his eyes give off an eerie sight as he slips away

but let that moment pass

there is another on the path in front of me

a guy whose eyes twinkle in the light

and is always polite

he never fights, and smiles back to me

i saw a guy in front of me

maybe i am reading too much into it

this guy that i see is maybe not even looking back at me

his job could be to never try and only smile for the warm welcome

well, fake smiles are what welcome my heart to a whole new possibility

how will i know if he loves me?

how will i know he’s ok?

he seems quiet, he’s kinda shy, and he talks to all others and not me

sometimes i think i found love

but my mind twists and turns

i yearn and yearn for the day i will learn how to know the truth

one smile leads to a mile of happiness and laughter

last time i found love i later found my life ending another chapter

the whole school knew that he didn’t love me and i just say “screw you”

forget that boy who has many joys as all the girls fall to their knees

i found a love who is humble and kind and maybe doesn’t see

the beauty and kindness that longs to be with the man he ought to be

how do i say i love him? do i let it be?

we don’t ever talk

maybe he is a jock

i guess i’ll have to see…