Love Hurts

i was in the woods of love
I was lost on the inside
i never would find my way
I always thought that I was forever searching for something more than just a dream
fate showed a path
But you just walked away
It's all in my head now
No matter what they say
the special man who was part of my plan 
will never ever be with me
have i ever told you about my love, don’t ever be so bold
as to love a man who never can because his heart is cold
his eyes give off an eerie sight as he slips away

but let that moment pass 
there is another on the path in front of me 
a guy whose eyes twinkle in the light 
and is always polite
he never fights, and smiles back to me 
i saw a guy in front of me

maybe i am reading too much into it
this guy that i see is maybe not even looking back at me
his job could be to never try and only smile for the warm welcome
well, fake smiles are what welcome my heart to a whole new possibility

how will i know if he loves me? 
how will i know he’s ok?
he seems quiet, he’s kinda shy, and he talks to all others and not me

sometimes i think i found love 
but my mind twists and turns 
i yearn and yearn for the day i will learn how to know the truth 

one smile leads to a mile of happiness and laughter 
last time i found love i later found my life ending another chapter 

the whole school knew that he didn’t love me and i just say “screw you” 
forget that boy who has many joys as all the girls fall to their knees

i found a love who is humble and kind and maybe doesn’t see
the beauty and kindness that longs to be with the man he ought to be

how do i say i love him? do i let it be? 
we don’t ever talk 
maybe he is a jock 
i guess i’ll have to see…

pop, sad song