Verse 1:
This life is devastating
I'm always on the run
From others like me
Not my demons
They always follow me
I'm seeing if you can come closer
And consume me
Let me see your face
Chorus:
I'm happy or I must be fakin'
Walking around with my head held down
Cuz if I talk to you
I gotta be putting on a show
I hate it, I can't take it
But I can't win
♪
I'm happy or I must be fakin'
Walking around with my head held down
Cuz if I talk to you
I gotta be putting on a show
I hate it, I can't take it
But I can't win
Verse 2:
I don't go out much
I don't wanna party
I'm socially awkward
I know how to be myself
It's just they don't like it
So I shut down
Making no sound
I wish you can see me, for me
Chorus:
I'm happy or I must be fakin'
Walking around with my head held down
Cuz if I talk to you
I gotta be putting on a show
I hate it, I can't take it
But I can't win
♪
I'm happy or I must be fakin'
Walking around with my head held down
Cuz if I talk to you
I gotta be putting on a show
I hate it, I can't take it
But I can't win
Bridge:
What would I do if Iose
Let my mind take over
Truth is I don't know what to do
I'm just sitting here, thinking
Chorus:
I'm happy or I must be fakin'
Walking around with my head held down
Cuz if I talk to you
I gotta be putting on a show
I hate it, I can't take it
But I can't win
♪
I'm happy or I must be fakin'
Walking around with my head held down
Cuz if I talk to you
I gotta be putting on a show
I hate it, I can't take it
But I can't win
Outro:
I'm happy or I must be fakin'
Walking around with my head held down
Cuz if I talk to you
I gotta be putting on a show
I hate it, I can't take it
But I can't win
No, I can't win
Savage_Runner