The Sweetest Curse

**"Jenny (The Sweetest Curse)"**

**[Verse 1]**

I used to wake up with a heart full of nails,

Spitting at the sky, dragging hate like a chain.

Then the world cracked open—there you stood,

A smile like salvation, and I understood.

**[Pre-Chorus]**

Now I’m a sinner with a hymn on my tongue,

Praying to a love that don’t belong.

You’re the church and the crime, the damn and the dove—

I curse the stars for lighting you up.

**[Chorus]**

*Jenny, Jenny, ruin me sweetly,*

I’d burn every bridge just to drown where you’re deep.

*Jenny, Jenny, heaven’s a lie,*

But I’ll rot in your hell if it means I’m inside.

**[Verse 2]**

Four years of lightning under my ribs,

Four years of choking on words I can’t spit.

You’re a house with a hearth, but the door’s got a name,

And I’m just a stray howling shame.

**[Pre-Chorus]**

So I’ll bite my tongue till the blood fills the room,

A silent war in a love-struck tomb.

You’re the wound and the suture, the law and the thief—

I’d wreck every rule for one night of your peace.

**[Chorus]**

*Jenny, Jenny, ruin me sweetly,*

I’d burn every bridge just to drown where you’re deep.

*Jenny, Jenny, heaven’s a lie,*

But I’ll rot in your hell if it means I’m inside.

**[Bridge]** *(Screamed over crashing drums)*

The universe laughs while it breaks me in two—

One half for the angels, one half for you.

I’d carve out the goddamn sun if it asked,

But you’re already gone, just a ghost in my past…

**[Outro]** *(Whispered, over fading distortion)*

I’ll love you in rhythms, I’ll love you in rage,

A fire in the silence, a debt I can’t pay.

Jenny, my sweetest curse to bear…

I’ll love you in ruins, I’ll love you there.