Not me

I can't believe this just happened ,you seeing this ! dam is that why youuuz laughing.i thought it was love but really I was just a stick in the mud.

Now humiliation defines the new me,the me I never asked for to be yours my pretty.

I'm I really that dam clueless,or foolish,or I'm I schooling with all the plenty of fish ,,that lesson I missed as I kissed then gave you the eternal promise.

Baby it's not that I only didn't know,that it was time to go ,,my illusions showed me forever love not this truth of a parttime show.

I'd rather not go threw with this you I'll miss when it ends with your last kiss.DAM. IM PISSED BOUT ALL THIS..

so I put all in ,,was told it was a sure thing ,said I was gonna win..

But I lost before it begin I sit and cry ,again and again and again and again.

You probably won't even be my friend in the end.

I don't want some one to blame, Baby I was just looking for the one who feels the same,, tired of playing these games, my hearts lame and untamed to believe the truth I've obtained..

This disappoints my efforts of the heart like my pockets it torn and broke apart..

I must find a way to stay asleep in my dream, the fantasy that we've loved each other and loved as a team..

I don't want to transform in this reality id rather sleep forever and lose the game by a technicality. Putting it to you the way I saw it,,

Thought you were forever my wife not miss whatchmacallit.