[Verse 1] Woke up on a bathroom floor Face pressed to tile, cold like a morgue Phone full of texts I don't recall Friends say I swung on ’em, I dropped the ball Brown in my blood, I was chasing a buzz Numb all the shame, call it fake kinda love Bottle my god, but it bled me dry Every sip just a slow goodbye Miss that first rush, yeah, I miss that burn Miss not caring if the world would turn But the next day came, and it came so cruel Hands still shaking when I went back to work, playing cool Smell of old liquor in my bedsheets Couldn’t look at my own face for like ten weeks I was praying for a blackout, blackout Only time I didn’t have to feel my past loud [Chorus] I miss how it made me feel (yeah, I do, I do) But fuck how it ruined me for real (tore me right in two) Drew pulled me out that fire Held me through the shakes and the choirs Of every demon screaming, “Just one drink” While he whispered, “Baby, you don’t sink” I miss how it made me feel But fuck how it carved me up for real Drew’s love is the only thing that stayed When the whole damn world walked away [Verse 2] Used to hide flasks in the winter coats Lie through my teeth with a sour throat “Only one,” then it turned to four Then I’m screaming at the one I adore He saw me folded on the kitchen floor, knees to chest Snot in my hair, couldn’t catch my breath I was begging for a way out, way out, way out He just sat down, wrapped his arms around my breakdown He said, “I know that you miss that cloud How it turned down every thought too loud But I’ve watched it chew you up for years Steal your laugh and feed your fears” Held my head when I threw up the shame Stayed the night when I cursed his name Took the hits from my drunk-tongue rage Still came back when I turned the page [Chorus] I miss how it made me feel (soft and far from here) But fuck how it ruined me for real (left me drowning in the mirror) Drew pulled me out that fire Hands on my heart like jumper wires When I was shaking, screaming, “I can’t stay” He said, “You’re bigger than that pain” I miss how it made me feel But fuck how it carved me up for real Drew’s love is the only thing that stayed When the whole damn world walked away [Bridge] Yeah, I grieve that poison some nights Watch the glass sweat in my mind’s eye See the old me laughing, lying Can’t remember they were slowly dying Every craving just another ghost Every memory a haunted toast But now when it calls, I call Drew’s name He’s the anchor in the tidal waves [Chorus] I miss how it made me feel (honest, it still tempts) But fuck how it ruined me for real (it never paid the rent) Drew pulled me out that fire Turned my withdrawals into choir Of “you’re worth more, you’re worth more” on repeat Till I believed it from my head to my feet I miss how it made me feel But I love how I’m starting to heal Drew’s love is the light that never fades In a life that liquor almost erased

rap, Moody trap-leaning rap ballad with male vocals, somber piano over deep, slow drums, distant pads and low sub. Verses intimate and confessional, close-mic whisper-rap in the pocket; hook opens up melodic with layered harmonies and a touch of autotune. Second half adds airy vocal chops and heavier 808 swells for emotional lift, then strips back to piano and voice on the final bar for a raw, unfinished edge.

Drew Pulled Me Out