Four Sides of the Same Heart

You slam the door

Then laugh five minutes later

We kiss like we’re at war

Sharing secrets

Trading favors

You call me home

Then say you need your distance

I’m on your phone

Then I’m ghosted into silence

Love

Hate

Happiness

Sadness

All in your eyes when you look at me

Soft hands

Sharp words

Beautiful madness

You turn my heart into a crowded street

Love

Hate

Happiness

Sadness

Every shade crashing in your sea

If this is wrong

I don’t want balance

I want the chaos when you’re holding me

We dance in rain

Then fight about the weather

You spell my name

On foggy glass

Then tear the letter

You say I’m it

Next breath you say you’re leaving

I call it sick

This fever we keep feeding

Love

Hate

Happiness

Sadness

All in your eyes when you look at me

Soft hands

Sharp words

Beautiful madness

You turn my heart into a crowded street

Love

Hate

Happiness

Sadness

Every shade crashing in your sea

If this is wrong

I don’t want balance

I want the chaos when you’re holding me

Maybe we’re too much

Or maybe this is just living

Every scar

Every touch

Every bruise feels like it’s giving

Love

Hate

Happiness

Sadness

All in your eyes when you look at me

Soft hands

Sharp words

Beautiful madness

You turn my heart into a crowded street

Love

Hate

Happiness

Sadness

Every shade crashing in your sea

If this is wrong

Don’t give me balance

Just all your chaos

When you’re

Holding me