[Verse 1]
Coffee cup
On the back step rail
Little pink backpack
On a rusted nail
Her laugh in the hallway
Boy’s shoes by the door
I blink and they’re echoes
On a bare wood floor
[Chorus]
I don’t know why
You had to go
Why the pictures on the mantle
Feel colder than snow
I don’t know why
I can’t turn this page
Just a ring on a chain
And a head full of age
I don’t know why
I’m still here at all
Talking to the ghosts
In these barroom walls
[Verse 2]
Judge in a black coat
Said
“Son
That’s enough”
Bottle on the backseat
Made every word rough
Watched my little girl hiding
Behind your tired eyes
You packed up their pajamas
I packed up my lies
[Chorus]
I don’t know why
You had to go
Why the swing in the backyard
Is buried in snow
I don’t know why
You don’t call my name
Just a number in a file
And a stranger’s blame
I don’t know why
I’m still breathing smoke
Living like a punchline
To a cruel joke
[Bridge]
There’s a light in your window
I drive by
Then pass
Practicing apologies
To an empty glass
If there’s a lesson in losing
It won’t look me in the eye
I keep asking the ceiling
It just won’t say why (oh no)
[Chorus]
I don’t know why
You had to leave
Why the bed feels wider
Than a midnight sea
I don’t know why
God won’t answer me
Just a barstool sermon
And a quiet plea
I don’t know why
I can’t change the end
Lost a wife
Lost a father
Lost my one true friend
I don’t know why
But I still hit reply
Every time my heart whispers
“They’re better off…
Than I”