To bad 2

I’m sick n tired of actin’ like shit don’t matter,

It’s like poof, you’re born, and then your life’s a disaster.

Mom’s lost in her ways, dad’s stuck in the glory days,

Forgetting life’s moved on, and it’s time that they do the same.

I look in the mirror, but I don’t see the reflection,

A thousand titles on my name, still searchin' for direction.

Success is a shadow, no matter how close I get,

Feel like I’m on a stage, but can’t forget my regret.

Imposter syndrome heavy, man, I’m fightin’ every day,

No matter how high I climb, I still feel outta place.

They say “you’re good enough,” but the doubt don’t go away,

Like a broken record, same thoughts replay.

The pressure’s on, but inside I’m just a shell,

Lookin’ for validation that I never find as well.

I’m supposed to be the one with it all figured out,

But deep inside I’m losin' faith, man, filled with doubt.