[Intro] Yeah I know you hate me for real But listen [Verse 1] You packed bags, left keys on the table Said, "I’m done, I’m drained, I’m unstable" I was out late, too proud, too faded You were at home, feelin’ used, feelin’ jaded Now I’m in this crib, just me and his laughter Two bowls, one chair, two different chapters You ain’t here, but your cup’s in the cabinet Baby monitor glowin’, and I’m tryna unmask it [Chorus] I want my ex back, more than I want sleep Miss you in my T-shirt, talkin’ in your sleep We got a son now, this ain’t just a break It’s a whole damn family standin’ here at stake I want my ex back, I’m done tryna front You my first thought, last thought, every single month If I say I’ll change, I’m sayin’ that for him ‘Cause I see your eyes every time he grins (yeah) [Verse 2] Sunday park days, swing set squeaks He points at the clouds, tries to say “Mommy” I fake a laugh, but my chest goes weak Wipin’ one tear so he don’t copy Court dates, text wars, screenshots saved You say, "Talk to my lawyer, I’m too betrayed" I just wanna talk like we used to, late On the floor with the takeout, paper plates I did dirt, yeah, I broke your trust Now I’m learnin’ how to love with dust Buildin’ somethin’ from the mess I made Prayin’ both our hearts can graduate [Chorus] I want my ex back, more than I want sleep Miss you in my T-shirt, talkin’ in your sleep We got a son now, this ain’t just a break It’s a whole damn family standin’ here at stake I want my ex back, I’m done tryna front You my first thought, last thought, every single month If I say I’ll change, I’m sayin’ that for him ‘Cause I see your eyes every time he grins (oh-oh) [Bridge] If you can’t love me, still let me prove I can show up, clean up, stay and improve We ain’t kids, we can’t just erase Little shoes by the door, that’s his place You deserve peace, I deserve blame He deserves parents that say each other’s name Not just in anger, not just in pain Maybe one day, same last name again (maybe) [Chorus] I want my ex back, more than I want sleep Miss you in my T-shirt, talkin’ in your sleep We got a son now, this ain’t just a break It’s a whole damn family standin’ here at stake I want my ex back, I’m done tryna front You my first thought, last thought, every single month If I say I’ll change, I’m sayin’ that for him ‘Cause I see your eyes every time he grins (yeah) ‘Cause I see your eyes every time he grins

rap, Moody emo-trap beat with distant guitar plucks and detuned bells, roomy 808s, and crisp hats; male vocals, intimate and confessional. Verses stay almost whispered, sitting behind the beat; chorus widens with stacked doubles and gentle auto-tune, sub hitting harder. Final hook strips to guitar, ad-libs echoing like late-night voicemails., emo, alternative hip hop, hip hop

Custody Of My Heart