Letter to my people

Pop another pill, say I need me a break, Heart racin', mind spinnin', paranoia my state, Scars in my soul, I don't show what I feel, Demons in my head but I'm holdin' the wheel.

Lost my brother to the dark, now my heart don' t heal,

Permanent scars, yeah this pain too real, I'm still here for my people, I'm standin' for real, Even when my mind at war and my chest don' t chill.

I carry weight I don't speak on, Carry scars I don't bleed on, Still breathin', still fightin, still here,

Permanent pain but I won't disappear.

We miss u Jah sorry we can't pull u out the sadness now that u gone I ask u for guidance All this pain in my soul and thoughts in my head lord I wish I can just hide it yall don’t know when everyone sleeping I be in my bed thinking just how tf I’m going fight it

Lord knows I need him even doe I can’t see him .I’m trying to stay here to provide for my family because if I leave who gonna feed them .I look my daughter in her eyes every day.tryna show her that her I’m tryna make a way,

heavily medicated all the smiles and laughs, I faked it

this a letter to my people, from a soul that barely made it. Rest in peace. JAH 5 -3 forever rest in peace Granny rest in peace, uncle Joe rest in peace, uncle Luke