Verse 1
I really wanted you to be mine
I dreamt I had your last name all the time
I pictured futures, rings and vows
You were living in the right now
I gave you more than what you gave
I stayed while you stayed halfway
I was building something real and strong
You were just along for the song
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Pre-Chorus
I was ready for forever
You were scared of something real
I was falling harder every second
You were chasing how it feels
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Chorus (BIG & CATCHY)
Yeah I really wanted to be Ms. roh bleh doh
I really thought you were my forever though
I was all in, you were halfway close
Playing with a heart that you never chose
Yeah we were two hearts on different roads
But I was the only one who tried to grow
I wanted you — yeah I wanted forever
Guess I loved you more than you’ll ever know
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Verse 2
You’d hold me close then pull away
Like love was just a game you played
You said you cared but not too deep
I lost sleep while you got sleep
I gave you loyalty and truth
You gave excuses in a loop
I was ready to build a life
You were living for the night
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Pre-Chorus 2
I don’t hate you but damn it hurts
Giving my all while you gave words
I was real, you were unsure
Now I’m done waiting for more
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Chorus (repeat harder)
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Bridge (angry release)
Don’t say you loved me if you didn’t stay
Don’t say forever if you meant someday
I deserved more than halfway hearts
I deserved someone who didn’t start then stop
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Final Chorus (biggest)
Yeah I really wanted to be Ms. roh bleh doh
But I won’t beg for your love no more
I was all in, you were standing close
But you never walked through the door
Yeah we were two hearts on different roads
But I was the only one who fought for growth
I wanted you — I wanted forever
Now I’m choosing me instead of you
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