The inner beast

As the sun dies down ,
The dark skies surround 
Me,the billowing
air,it flushes against my
Body
  
  From my head deep within
I feel the energy 
From the moon lit din
  Deep within ,I feel the shift
I feel the pain
    I feel the deep residue 
Coat the inner lining of 
My thick walls of flowing
Blood inside me
    All this secondary  bullshit
That's building plaqued 
Unfortunate  memories 
As all this
   
    pain... deep rooted
Anger ..
.deep rooted
This is the sadness it's rooted

  
voice my words
 unnoticed 

I'm ... alone 
I am whispers in my own 
Dream...shshshsh listen 
I am your darkness 
I'm now part of you
Your part of me.

    Duality  of my own inner
War 
   This heart of iron
It hurts ,
I can not 
bare it
I am 
 deep rooted to the
Blackness 
  
  I feel it when the sun goes
Down
  I don't know how
I don't know when
  When the moon comes out
I feel the beast the
Darkness 
  
     Deeply rooted veins
Twisted up,black blood
Pain rains in my heart
Of iron
     The ruins  manipulated
Anger 
manipulates my mind
   I have been alone 
No one wants to hear me
As the sun goes down
I am screaming,yelling,

  I am 
in the darkness
stuck in the in-between
This is the war of my duality 
  The lies,the hurt the 
the anguish it has all caused
me
  You can create 
the madness the deciept
and all the unforgiving
Stories 
  You feed all this to me
Making me untaimed
The strength of ten of you

 
 now you have to deal
With the beast
You created for me
  
  I look in the  soul  trapper
the God of War
  No recognition  of my identity 
I have lost my internal layer
The dark is the external extreme
  Extentions  of all this pain 
You have laid upon me
Your robbing me 
Taking my inner me
   My internal self
This rare blood  that 
has made me who I am
Passed down blue
Blood  is in my genealogical 
 genetic genealogy 
    
    Ultrathin  short temperatures 
I'm running cold
   My blood pattern flows with
no moral code
    The hurt replaced my
Blood
    The pain pumps my
 heart
    The anguish  is my
 oxygen
    The ultimate sacrifice 
to place  before me
though that I loved you
I stayed,you took what
Saved me in the past
    Set my love
 for you on the utar
sacrificing  my devotion 

  My faith
  My trust
  My respect
The honesty two people
Should not fear
   You took advantage 
Of who I was
what I gave what I hold 
So faithfully close
   You placed an ultra 
Before me 
You gave a choice
    Unfortunate  sacrifices
Unwillingly made
   The sun goes down as the
Dark hours takes its place
The darkest of them all
is my black blood
  It's called the beast
  

  The beast runs in my blood
Ruined by the curse of my
ownAnxiety
 by myself
Blackness 
has taken a hold of me

     

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