Sane-less

[Intro]
Window pane the sunless rain
Cold stare off the blank, eh just another day in the life of me, battling the sane

[Verse 1]
Well now, if not you, at least I already know my name. Just another spit of more jibber jabber
Coping through all the endless chatter
Unnecessary clatter of all that’s a matter

[Pre-Chorus]
Endless stress life’s a mess night terrors I hardly rest
With all this anxiety and non-stop propriety
 kind It all building up, how am I supposed no

[Chorus]
No, I’m not sane-less
Not even brainless
And I can’t say I’m even stainless
Psychiatrist says "here you go"
Mind fades to black, she hopes
She hopes my mind feels less pain
Coping through the fright, I can’t help every night

[verse2]
My mind won’t stop racing every thoughts chasing unobtainable solutions I don’t live in delusions damn I can’t fight back this body’s adrenaline shakes anxious like tremors of earthquakes

[bridge]
Forward onward, me selfish? That’s unheard of can’t help the triggers but my minds unblurred of the reality not slurred of

[Chorus]
No, I’m not sane-less
Not even brainless
And I can’t say I’m even stainless
Psychiatrist says "here you go"
Mind fades to black, she hopes
She hopes my mind feels less pain
Coping through the fright, I can’t help every night

[Outro sung]
Most don’t even know about this traumatic stress disorder always having your fight or flight on constant border most my past abusers all on recorder slightly hoarded always reminding me of my lessons emborder [slow fade end] 

[Outro]
(Soft fade out)

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