Hoping for one more day

(male whispering)

I pray the lord my soul to keep if I should die before I wake I pray the lord my soul to take

I surround myself with friends and family for a pain that’s to great I’m heartbroken and my soul aches when I’m around them it isn’t to bad but when I’m alone

The memories with you are good even great but you grew cold distant and threw the first stake you let people cast shadows on love and let them take isn’t your happiness important for heaven’s sake

The memories haunt me when I’m alone all I was trying to do was build our home I’m a mess since you left but hurts to see you this depressed you’re ready to give up on it all

We both never felt love so true even in silence I still want you I hope you want me to I know everything about you I bought you flowers because I care about you it’s only you that I want it’s only you that I need blossom please

This is life I guess full of pain and regret and I got this hole in my chest you did what you had to I understand but when you said it I felt less of a man

“Dear God, I come before you with a heavy heart, acknowledging the regrets I carry for past actions and choices. I ask for your forgiveness, your grace, and your understanding. Help me to learn from my mistakes without letting them define me.”

I should have told him I wasn’t ready instead of saying I was he was good to me and didn’t do anything wrong but I want him to move on

I feel like leaving him was wrong but I let others have my heart play a different song I still love him but I don’t think he’ll take me back why am I treating him like trash

(male whispering)

I pray the lord my soul to keep if I should die before I wake I pray the lord my soul to take

I bought you gifts and treated you nice was my love not enough to be apart of your life

Your love was enough but was to much never was treated like that before so great and so pure but I shut that door your a good guy and I wish you the best but I’m broken and want to rest

I’ll carry this torch hoping that she’ll come back my heart is yours don’t forget that because I do love you more than