Broken

He wonders why-y, I dont trust nobody you feel me you see these struggles they got me ready to cave in I’m so lost don’t see my self no more you broke me in more ways then one and I’m trying to heal again but every time it feels like I’m drowning and it never ends wait hold up I see the light nah that’s just me about a crash out I can’t take this pain I’m In it’s a constant battle and I’m tired of fighting for a love that was never reciprocated always hoping that one day you make it happen always waiting for your love to come but it never did I held you down and supported you the most when no one else did I helped you grow and heal and I lost myself in the process how could you do this, cuz I’m so numb to this feeling called love now Uh check it now I'm fighting a war within, a battle of wills, these inner demons, they be hard to kill they got me drownin tryna come up for air and I'm tryna break free, from the chains of my past, these inner demons, they holdin me down got me locked tight , I hear the angels whisper listen, can you hear them, Their say don't let them in, so I sit back and close my eyes tryna clear my thoughts, but when I'm all alone, they come crashing and smashing and thrashin, yo Cause those inner demons fight their battles with fire, and her demons don't play by the rules They say just push them down, just fight them harder, why would you give up on it so soon huh I see the darkness, and I'm not afraid, I'm goinna fight it, I'm gonna win, I'm gonna rise above I'm not gonna let them control me, I'm taking back my power, I'm reclaiming my life cause my faith and love is a fire that burns like embers it never fades but now we steady here were going back and forth like ring around the Rosie pocket full of Perc’s and a bottle in my hand saying F them cuz they don’t know the real me you feel me, aww poor him, pitty him and now it’s all on me, who the f are you to judge walking in on page of my life acting like they been here the whole time nah f you bruh I’m gonna rise from this for my kids cuz there the only reason I’m still standing im to broken from being strong always bro g everybody’s shoulder to lean on you feel me I wear my heart on my sleeve and they see it as a weakness so they take advantage this shits got me ready to crash out again nah man