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I think I am going too fast again calm down a little bit now I am thinking about talking to my partner I thank him for the book he sent me to read but I think my personal opinion I think I want a woman I don't want to do it with what I am learning well I have put a little bit in practice but I don't want to forget my real purpose start on this path I i know i should know about conquest seduction all that but i want to do it the right way without losing my essence my way of thinking things i know i tried once trying to conquer a partner but thats why i dont want to change i want to get being me p but in a more mature way so i can find someone who values me and respects me that is mature i want to use those methods to find someone who values me and respects me that is mature i want to use those methods to find someone who values me and respects me that is mature i want to use those book methods i want to use more of my own methods like greeting her everyday without changing her for anyone and looking at other women that's what i want to say in my own thinking but i feel confused i don't know what to de do i feel alone i just hope someone understands me listen to my problems and i listen to theirs without putting at risk that relationship that she be sincere kind and calm ambitious of the knowledge that she wants to learn I don't give up but at the same time that she already choose me by her own choice I be an option for her is the only thing I want from a woman that matters that she be beautiful that she exercise not be manipulated by anyone but that she not lose her confidence in herself

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