What are you sitting alone at the table their arms are folded holding a cellphone .
She said, is gonna call me, is gonna text.
I see no text from him at all, can't eat barely can't sleep hardly feeling empty emotionally sad constantly thinking of you always picturing you walking around this little funny activities when he talks when he walks what he smells this beautiful hair clothes you wear immaculate well manicure that's my man he's my man I shouldn't have played hard to get. Tease them around my old friends and boyfriends that I used to go with act like I'm more interested in them than the one I really love or loved that's why what are you sitting alone at the table there arms folded holding a cell phone is it going to call me is it going to text me I see no text from him at all you know I can't barely eat you know I can't hardly sleep feeling empty emotionally sad constantly looking out the window see if you might walk up or knock on the door I know it's a long way for you to come to me and for me to come to you. But it's not impossible it's not imaginary. I think I just lost you but I hold on to my faith I think you want to teach me a lesson or God wants to teach me a lesson stop loving a man and start loving yourself start loving the one who created you Jesus Christ my Lord I don't care what anybody say I'm writing this song about me sitting at the table waiting on this man to call tired of walking up and down the block me and the dog I'm a sidewalk neighbors looking all out the windows doorways some waving cars is flying down the street winds blowing but it's a beautiful day I feel lifted up but it's at night time when things Hit me hard I just wish that I could grow up heroine and fly into the horizon shead my tears mirror back on to my face while I'm looking at your picture watching your old videos laughing feeling joyful emotionally unfulfilled and wanting you this is what I have to conquer within me to become a new me because if this is the ending then I'm waiting on a new beginning so I guess I'll just take my wings and fly all over the world preaching Joy love and laughter and don't sabotage your love Don't sabotage your happiness get rid of regret get rid of locked up emotions broken hearts get rid of it all surrender give it all to God and ask him to come and take life and start you a new beginning no one would ever believe this my man just text me and ask what I forgive him because he forgives me thank you thank you fly on fly on spread your wings and fly on fly on New beginning fly on fly out can't wait till he comes knocking on my door meanwhile fly on fly on yes I will flyer MikeWhite Cloudwalker said fly on fly on Mike White WhiteCloud, Mike White CloudWaker