Still here till 2am

Verse 1

I still sleep on your side of the bed

Like maybe you’ll come home instead

Your hoodie’s on the floor where you left it

Smells like you, yeah I hate it

Your name’s still saved in my phone

But I don’t call anymore

I scroll through the pictures we took

Like I’m looking for a door

Pre-Chorus

You said we’d be fine, you said we had time

But time doesn’t wait when you’re losing your mind

Chorus

Now I’m still here at 2am

Talking to walls like they’re you again

I break down every time I pretend

That I’m over you

You moved on like it was nothing

Like I didn’t mean something

I’m still stuck loving who you were

And it hurts, yeah it hurts

Verse 2

You said “we’re better off this way”

Like it wouldn’t tear me in two

I act like I’m okay in public

But I fall apart in my room

I hear your laugh in random songs

It hits me out of nowhere

You’re happy now, I hope you are

I just wish I was there

Pre-Chorus

I replay the night you let go

Wondering what I don’t know

Chorus

Now I’m still here at 2am

Reading texts I should’ve deleted then

I swear I’m trying my best to mend

But I’m breaking through

You don’t miss me like I miss you

And that’s the hardest truth

I’m still stuck loving who you were

And it hurts, yeah it hurts

Bridge

Maybe I loved you more than myself

Maybe that’s why I’m someone else

If you ever think about me too

I hope it hurts you just a little too

Outro

So I’ll turn off the lights

And lie to myself tonight

Say I’ll be fine, yeah I’ll survive

But I’m still yours in my mind