Did I Do Wrong?

Did I Do Wrong? (by lu)

Invited to two birthday parties

Both of you so close to my heart

Same day, same time I knew from the start

Someone would end up hurt, torn apart

So I went out with that guy instead

Thought I’d keep the peace inside my head

Hair ties wrapped I hope you like them

I’ll bring them to you on Tuesday then

Between karaoke, drinks at home, and a quiet café

I took the easy way

But will he ever mean as much as you do?

Was I wrong to choose nothing over choosing you?

Was I wrong to avoid the fight,

Even knowing he might not feel right?

On the way back home I felt it break

That little piece of you I faked

When I got inside, I nearly wrote

A message saying, “I’m sorry,” stuck in my throat

I hate disappointing those I love

Human feelings what are they made of?

So tangled up, they never show

The right way, the way to go

Between karaoke, drinks at home, and a quiet café

I took the easy way

But will he ever mean as much as you do?

Was I wrong to choose nothing over choosing you?

Was I wrong to avoid the fight,

Even knowing he might not feel right?

Do you hate me now?

Could this choice bring my downfall somehow?

Will you still be there, when I break or fall?

Or was this the final curtain call?

Between karaoke, drinks at home, and a quiet café

I took the easy way

But will he ever mean as much as you do?

Was I wrong to choose nothing over choosing you?

Was I wrong to avoid the fight,

Even knowing he might not feel right?

I just know that feelings

They never come easy

And maybe that’s why I feel so uneasy

Did I do wrong?