Late Night Pain

Yeah…
Sometimes I smile just so nobody ask me what’s wrong
But they don’t know what it cost me to keep moving on

[Hook]
I been fighting with my thoughts when the night get cold
Got a heart full of scars that I never show
Everybody say they love you, but they never know
How it feel when you lose yourself just to keep your soul

I been riding through the city with the lights down low
Tryna outrun all the memories that follow me home
If you ask me how I'm doing, I'ma tell you I'm strong
But the truth is, I've been hurting for so damn long

[Verse 1]
I gave my heart away, they treated it like nothing
Now I keep my distance, I don't trust nobody coming
Mama told me, “Keep your faith,” so I pray when it's ugly
'Cause the people that I loved turned their backs when it got muddy

I remember being broke, wishing somebody would save me
Now they see me doing better, everybody wanna claim me
Funny how they love the shine, never loved me when it rained
I was drowning in my feelings, still pretending I was okay

And I got brothers in the ground that I still talk to
Sometimes I swear I hear they voice when I'm walking through
Life don't come with instructions, we just learn as we go
I been losing pieces of me that nobody knows

[Hook]
I been fighting with my thoughts when the night get cold
Got a heart full of scars that I never show
Everybody say they love you, but they never know
How it feel when you lose yourself just to keep your soul

I been riding through the city with the lights down low
Tryna outrun all the memories that follow me home
If you ask me how I'm doing, I'ma tell you I'm strong
But the truth is, I've been hurting for so damn long

[Verse 2]
I don't need nobody pity, I just wish they understood
I'm still healing from some things I never thought I would
Had to turn my pain to music just to make it through the day
Put my feelings in these songs 'cause I couldn't find a way

I know tomorrow might be better, that's what keeps me breathing
Even when my heart gets tired, I still search for meaning
Maybe all these lonely nights gon' make me who I need to be
Maybe all this pain I'm carrying gon' set me free

So tonight, I'ma pour my heart into this melody
For everybody feeling lost, you ain't the only one, believe
We might bend, we might break, but we ain't gotta stay broken
Sometimes healing starts the moment you finally stop pretending

[Outro]
So if you're riding late at night and this song come on…
Turn it up.
You ain't gotta hide your pain forever.
Tomorrow might feel different.
Just make it through tonight.

I been fighting with my thoughts when the night get cold
Got a heart full of scars that I never show
Everybody say they love you, but they never know
How it feel when you lose yourself just to keep your soul

I been riding through the city with the lights down low
Tryna outrun all the memories that follow me home
If you ask me how I'm doing, I'ma tell you I'm strong
But the truth is, I've been hurting for so damn long