Scared… of Saying I Do ( Female Version)

Have you ever been scared of not missing someone anymore?

I'm scared to live that day.

I'm scared this mind will erase the memory the very moment we walk away.

I've put a lot of trust in us, and said that you were different.

My intellect is way beyond the hood, but somehow not far enough to miss it.

I undoubtedly should have told you "I'm really sensitive," and although I act like I don't mind, those few nights I still relive.

I'm ashamed because I know I love you way more than you love me, and that I cry for you when you're not here so much that I can no longer see.

Loud but meek,

screaming yet bleak,

losing truly feels like death.

Truth is... you are for me, and I've known it since the day we met.

We've fought,

We've loved,

We even broken up... but through it all we build each other up.

We give each other our heart to cradle within our hands.

Unspoken yet chanted,

Rough and romantic,

this love was written upon the stars.

I sometimes don't know what you feel inside, or if it's the load we carry.

Maybe it's pride.

The fate of this relationship I exclusively leave up to you...

I'll be holding down my end until my biggest dream comes true-

For that I'm Scared... of Saying I Do.

Scared... of Saying I Do…

Scared... of Saying I Do…