On My Own

Intro:

“I’m addicted... addicted...”

Verse 1:

Lights out, silence in the room.

Heartbeats sync to a ghostly tune.

I chase the calm, but it cuts too deep.

Every high is a fear I keep.

Pre-Chorus:

Walls closing in like a velvet glove.

Comfort in the absence of love.

I don't reach out, I pull away.

Even when I need to stay.

Chorus:

I'm addicted to the quiet, to the space inside my head.

Where the voices all get louder every single word unsaid.

I keep drowning in the silence, where the noise becomes my home.

I'm not afraid of being broken—just afraid I'm not alone.

Verse 2:

Glass screens, faces out of phase.

Smiles glitch in a digital haze.

Anxiety is a secret friend.

Shows up sharp when the lights descend.

Pre-Chorus 2:

Tangled thoughts like a worn-out wire.

I burn cold in a house on fire.

Push away what I crave the most.

Let my fear become my host.

Chorus:

I'm addicted to the quiet, to the space inside my head.

Where the voices all get louder every single word unsaid.

I keep drowning in the silence, where the noise becomes my home.

I'm not afraid of being broken—just afraid I'm not alone.

Bridge:

Call me out, drag me through.

The shadows I’ve been talking to.

But don’t be shocked when I resist.

Loneliness feels like a kiss.

Chorus 2:

I'm addicted to the quiet, to the space inside my head.

And I wear my isolation like a needle in the thread.

I keep dancing with my demons when the beat begins to slow.

'Cause I only feel alive when I’m completely on my own.

Outro:

“On my own... on my own...”