Lost in my own heart

🎵 Lost in My Own Heart

I keep running in circles through my mind

Looking for a feeling I can’t find

Everyone says love will make it right

But it only pulls me into another fight

I build the walls, then beg for them to fall

I want your touch but I don’t want it at all

I’m a stranger inside my own skin

I start to love, then I cave back in

Every heartbeat sounds like static in the dark

I’m searching for peace in a broken spark

I’m lost in my own heart, no map, no light

Drowning in feelings that don’t feel right

I want to be alone, but I ache for touch

Wanting love but I fear too much

I’m lost in my own heart, can’t tell where to start

I reach for someone, but I fall apart

I’ve tried to love just to feel alive

But the warmth fades before I arrive

It’s like I’m chasing ghosts in my chest

Every “I love you” puts me to the test

I crave the quiet, then I fear the silence

I dream of love, but I can’t find guidance

The mirror shows a face I barely know

Someone longing, but afraid to show

Every tear feels like a secret I can’t tell

I’m living in heaven, but it feels like hell

I’m lost in my own heart, no map, no light

Drowning in feelings that don’t feel right

I want to be alone, but I ache for touch

Wanting love but I fear too much

I’m lost in my own heart, can’t tell where to start

I reach for someone, but I fall apart

Maybe love’s not meant for me tonight

Maybe I’m just learning how to fight

For the parts of me I’ve left behind

Before I give my soul to someone’s mind

I’m scared of love, but scared of none

I’m tired of losing what’s never begun

I need someone — but I need the space

To find myself before I lose my face

I’m lost in my own heart, caught in the tide

Every truth I tell’s another lie

I want to be alone, but I crave your eyes

I’m living in love that never tries

I’m lost in my own heart, can’t tell where to start

Still reaching through the dark…

Lost in my own heart

Maybe one day I’ll find what’s real

When love’s not something I have to feel

But till that day, I’ll play my part

Wandering through this lonely heart