Anymore, It's not so much that it's hard to believe,
Since that's an ability you've damaged and removed from me,
Much more it's how easily you've made it to be seen,
Seeing is supposed to be believing; I don't see what you speak.
If obliviousness were a super power, baby, I'd still hate your cape.
How can you be so unaware with how much you've got my ears bleeding?
I can't stand this deafening noise pollution that you create.
Actions do speak louder than words, you can't even hear my screaming?
My jaw took up renting the basement quite a bit ago,
Must not hurt so bad for it to hit the floor now, you know?
Might as well just stay down; guess that idea came from me.
That's where you end up putting me anyway, below your feet.
Wonder how long it'd take for someone to notice their welcome mat wasn't there...
They'd know it was stolen, since doormats don't just up and walk way.
It's hard to imagine if that happened to you, that you'd actually even care.
Without a homs, you don't need a doormat in the first place.
[chorus]
Nostalgic... to think I once could be amazed.
You used to be amazing; I miss those days.
The only thing that stuns me now is how when you lie you seem to believe it yourself...
& what's stunning is how you think I bought it too, as you carry on still, like, fuck, you are something else.
With how hurting me has been another part of what you continuously choose to do. ...
How could you fully get off without having a back to go behind & blue eyes to lie to?
One day we'll be able to look back at all these memories you & I have made,
& guess which one of us will be the only one not haunted by regrets you continue to make?
If it's the man who professes his love every two minutes to a woman he can't choose over porn for even five seconds,
Shame how obvious that one was and I bet you wished otherwise
And to think... There was a time where that man was a hero, in my eyes.
I see you've got your costume on, and your shit stained cape too.
Is this dude for real? Those holes are showing it's just a man in a suit.
Another 'tooth fairy scenario' ; another disappointment added to the list.
Why are you still playing the character, don't you realize proof provided it don't exist?
The lack of consideration outside yourself truly knows no bounds.
That or you're just so stubborn, you're convinced there's no holes to be found.
'Got your heels dug in, with your misplaced commitment skills, too.
& you won't even see my fist in the faces of all those laughing at you..
Hey, so I am always doing shit for you like that that you don't even fucking see.
"Ask yourself, what is it you even do for me"?
There's only one fucking answer to that, and nothing but.
The only way to truly answer that question is to fucking just say,......... "what"?
**[chorus]
Nostalgic... to think I once could be amazed.
You used to love & amaze me; I miss those days.
The only thing that shocks me now is how when you lie you seem to believe it
