Why I still love her

Katie lies about everything she said , she lied about chris sleeping in her bed. She's the most manipulative lying human i've ever met. Sadly I know with her that's all i'm gonna get. She may suck dick better than everyone. In the end, she was only good for fun. She may take it deep in her butt. But she never Knows when too keep her mouth shut. Now she sits in jail, as her own family has wrote her off for life. She's even stabbed me lonce with a knife.

Why do I still love her?? Why do I still love her? Why do I still love her???

Am I Afraid of being alone? But being Alone is better off than that evil voice and tone. She only cares about herself. not me or her own child's health. Her dog Vader is the only that matters too her at all. Every time she talks down to me I feel more small. All my friends and family say she's bad for me. But my stupid naive loving side.Will just not let me see. That she is the epitome of a narcissist through and through. The More I ask for compassion and love, the more I have to do.

Why do I still love her?? Why do I still love her?? Why do I still love her?