Fallout

I wake up in the fallout,

Dust on my skin like I never belonged.

Walking through the chaos,

Feeling like the world keeps pulling me wrong.

Every step is heavy,

Like I’m dragging around a ghost of myself.

Something in the shadows

Keeps pushing my heartbeat off the shelf.

**I’m lost. I’m loud. I’m breaking.**

**I’m here. I’m gone. I’m shaking.**

Feels like somebody rewrote me—

And I’m done trying to fake it.

**CHORUS**

**I’m a puppet in a hurricane, spinning out of my own name.**

**Pull me down, pull me up—nothing ever feels the same.**

**I’m a runaway in my own head, fighting battles I never said.**

**If I’m alive, why do I feel undead?**

Tell me why I’m moving like I’m not even mine.

I keep hearing the thunder,

Like it’s calling out the parts I ignore.

Looking in the mirror,

Yeah, I swear I’ve never seen me before.

Every breath is borrowed,

Every thought is running loops in my skull.

Feels like something’s driving

And I’m just locked inside the hull.

**I’m lost. I’m loud. I’m breaking.**

**I’m here. I’m gone. I’m shaking.**

Feels like somebody rebuilt me—

And I’m done trying to fake it.

**CHORUS**

**I’m a puppet in a hurricane, spinning out of my own name.**

**Pull me down, pull me up—nothing ever feels the same.**

**I’m a runaway in my own head, fighting battles I never said.**

**If I’m alive, why do I feel undead?**

Tell me why I’m moving like I’m not even mine.

**BRIDGE**

Heartbeat wild like a warning sign,

Out of rhythm, out of line.

If this is me, then who am I?

If this is fate, then tell me why—

**FINAL CHORUS**

**I’m a puppet in a hurricane, spinning out of my own name.**

**Cut me loose, fill me up—let me feel something again.**

**I’m a runaway in my own head, fighting battles I never said.**

**If I’m alive, why do I feel undead?**

Tell me why I’m moving like I’m not even mine.